No one, except for the people hearing the news that they have cancer knows what it really means. In my case, when we walked inside the office of the surgeon, and were taking seat, he looked at me and said – I have bad news. At that moment I was happy to be seated. The shock was enormous. DEVASTATING.

On this particular day there was actually not much that could be said. Except for the part about what type of breast cancer I have, and to come back the next day for the complete picture of my case. When we – my partner and me, walked out of the surgeon’s office non of us said anything. Everything seemed so unreal to both of us. Terrifyingly unreal.

As I mentioned earlier – the news devastated me completely, and since this day I am connecting with my heart, and am asking for it’s advice. In about 3 weeks after the medics told me about my breast cancer, and what my probabilities to cure were, I told the surgeon and the others that I have decided to not follow their advice. No surgery, and no chemo, and radiation for me.

I am using the Budwig ptotocol and stoped eating meat, and most of the animal products. Primarily raw vegetables and fruits and a slice of whole brown bread a day plus 5 green thea’s and lots of water. I am also taking vitamin B17 with the other needed vitamins. I am also going to joga once a week, and am meditating daly.

I will have another echography taken on the 20th of December so that the medics and me can see if my alternative therapy aproach is working. (And I am absolutely sure it does!) My surgeon is not convinced at all that my aproach will work but we will see…